[(Don't you know it)]

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

â 9:07 PM

ok...i got my robbins book already $50 from bras basah complex...and yes wendy mine has a cd...so i have a feeling u were cheated or something...

secondly refering to wendy's comments...ok i was chatting with that friendster guy...i've thought about it...i dont really like him in that way...guess i'm still confused and my feeings are not settled yet...i mean my feelings for him were not sustainable...so far in my life only one guy has managed to sustain such a feeling...well looking a how well that turned out...i doubt if i ever have serious feelings for anyone again...not in the immediate future that's for sure...

so here i am waiting and longing...hoping he'll come soon but yet again fearing his coming...confused?so am i?i dont know why...there's a part of me i guess that is just uncomfortable with the whole dating thing...haha...i guess it's always better if couples are firends first but he again that feeling of mutual likeness has to be there first before anything actually happens right?

i thought i meet mr right but it didnt work out...so yup that concludes this slightly depressing episode...cioa